Saturday, July 29, 2006

Tis wk and next wk will be a very bz wk for me, will be bz wif all my assigments and lab tests...haiz...and next wk i will have my psychology exam, which i hope will be ez...*pray*

Yest went to Bedok Market 85 to eat wif my frens to relax after having afew lab tests tis wk, was quite a fun day, laughed very hard and realli cant stop sumtimes...too bad some of my frens miss out on tis event...

Then today wnt back to sch to play basketball, I can sense tat some of my frens are keen to join tis yr's Director cup basketball tournment...as they are HUNGRY!!!! Now i realli need to get back all my skills and stamina in order to be in form for the event... pls let me have it back soon...After playing basketball, wnt to Katong to play LAN wif my frens, although im tired its still fun to play wif them...hahaha

9:11 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

ARGH....so tired....got to rest soon...so shall make tis short...
Yest went nite cycling wif SCS, kinda fun excpet halfway thru got sian coz of the sian sian atmosphere...but by the time it ending it was near 6am tis morning and my body and mind are alrdy quite tired...then took cab hm and went to bath and slp straight after tat...

slept till ard 1pm in the afternoon, then went to my fren hus to do psychology project...and surprisingly my butt or legs didnt ache after all the cycling, but my legs now are in a condition tat it will easily get tired after climbing some stairs...sadded

shall go slp now...still tired frm all the cycling, and plus the bz day of doing my project...

11:47 PM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Yeah finally im 18 years old....finally leagal to drink alchol....weeeeeeee!!!
tis yr is one of my most happy birthday...why??? coz got to celebrate wif my frens...although got asked to do some stupid tings like singing 18 nersery ryhms...but manage to get discount till onli need to sing 1....=p

Got 2 birthday presents and both are car models...happy to received them as they are given by my frens =D
but i will now add some more bday wishes since haven pass 12mn...
1) Shereen to be happy and stay happy always =)
2) Chuan Yan to be happy oso and dont stress urself =)
3) All of my frens to get gd results for their exams and stay happy always =)

Then went to eat zhu cao wif my frens...toked cock there then went hm...was realli happy today...haha...happy till i didnt feel like doing any sch work at all, but slack the whole day which actually i did...hahahaha

10:27 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

First of all...lets countdown...3 more days till a special event...wahahaha

Ok had fun tis wk...most happening day was Thur whn we went to IMH for our psychology visit...it was a nice experience as i get to see wad realli goes on inside...it wasnt as bad as i tink it was, and kinda find the ppl admitted there fun to be wif...the down part of it is tat i cant communicate wif them properly as my hokkien wasnt very gd....Well then after the visit we went to Fish and Co. to eat...had lots of fun there....toked alot of crap..so yeah...but halfway thru i got carried away in tinking sumting else and showed my sian side....opps...haha
After tat went to slack ard till ard 10+ then went wif chuan yan to meet her fren...waited for her then went back tog...

Then yest finally played initial D after donno hw long of MIA frm ID scene...looks like my skill didnt deprove much...for akina snow ONLY....the rest suked...manage to got a gd estimated quote for my team shirt...looks like tings for my team shirt is gg smoothly...looking forward on getting my team shirt and can wear it proudly

Recently juz cant get sumting off my mind...sumhw i keep tinking of ** recently, and looks like i cant give up even i want to...there sumting inside of me tat cant forget **...so i can onli say it here tat i still got feeling for **...haix...y is it li tat...am i stupid, dumb or silly to wait...guess many ppl will agree on all three...haix...

12:29 AM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Ok first of all... hi all...didnt update my blog for sometime mainly due to my laziness and nth interesting to say...haha

last wk got all my term test results back...im happy and disappointed... happy coz i passed all of my subjects *phew*(was expecting 2 to fail actually)... disappointed coz didnt make it to my own expection, in fact is far frm it....haix...need work harder if i can....Results are as follow:-

MDBS:22.5/45
DSAG:27/50
WWNK:32/50
OPSY:23/30
Tats all for my term test

Last sat(8/7) was invited to Zhen Wei SCS bbq and meeting...had fun at east coast and played frisbi...looks like my frisbi skills were a little rusty...lol...then I sumhw found out a HUGE information... tat is Chuan Yan is my "sister"...haha...ok...the ppl at SCS said we looked like borther and sister, but i donno in wad way...hmmmmm....donno shld be happy or sad to have tis kind of "sister"..haha...but its okey...i'm frm an anyting gang..haha, and after tis event, it seems like i'm part of the SCS team alrdy...yeah =)

Then for the pass few days, i was slacking, did nth much except for slacking, and SHOOTING yang zhou for 3 times in 2 days...SO SONG!!!!!! well tats more or less my wk so far...peace out (^.^)

{Dont wish to have anyting hidden frm me, juz say out, im not as weak as ppl tink i am}

10:25 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

After getting back my results and compring it wif my other frens i feel im so lousy, ppl keep saying i can get gd results, but i realli have no confidence in myself to do well.

im all tired wif life, tired of myself and i realli wish to give up everyting, but there is juz sumtings tat is stopping me...sumtimes i realli wish i could juz hide under my blanket and cry....

Suddenly i feel tat im all lonely again... I feel tat im left out, im invisible...helping myself and seeing other people helping one another...feel so left out whn i compare my test marks, seeing tat every1 has high marks that are near one another...y do i have tis feeling again??? the feeling of being alone once again....the feeling of ppl not acknowledging me...

Is times like tis tat realli make me wonder, do my class realli need me??? Do i realli existed in my class??? Or i'm juz an extra whn ppl juz discard me whn im no longer needed??? I realli wonder....

{sitting in a corner all alone, wanting and dreaming of embracing u......}

11:29 PM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Haix...tis wk has not been a good wk for me.... firstly, was rushing my OPSY assignment which i do frm ard 9+pm on sat till 3+am on sun... then onli slept for ard 3hrs then woke up to meet my frens to go fort canning park to help out wif a family day event held by my ZW SCS(student care service...I tink), was quite fun and I made up my mind to join SCS...haha...want to be a gd guy =p

But then halfway during the event i totally no energy to do anyting, and was very lazy, and it is becoz my body was exhausted and felt damn sick, wanted to vomit afew times but cant and totally had no appitite to eat tat day. After tat reach hm at ard 430 and got some rest, after waking up at ard 730pm had a bad headache, had dinner and finish my OPSY part and i passed to Wei Sheng to print, was my job to print but he offered to help me and let me rest, coz of tis i slpt nicely frm 930pm till 730am, but WS didnt not slp, feel so bad...=p

Then tis wk was getting back my term-test papers results, was utterly disappointed wif my results, i am onli happy wif my OPSY result wich i scored 23/30, but my MDBS and WWNK were like SHIT!!!!

wwnk: 32/50
mdbs: 22.5/45

after seeing my results i feel damn sian and have no more motivations to get my study drive back on....and wif one last paper to receive which is DSAG, I am damn damn damn damn sian...coz DSAG i sure noe i will fail....haix

Then tings are bombarding me, been tinking of tings lately, and i tink is tat i still have feeling for a certain sum1, but can onli be a one sided story...wonder wad shld i do, i do not have the courage to let go apperantly...haix...im so messed up now..............