Wednesday, August 30, 2006
today taken my OPSY(Operating Systems) and DSAG(Data Structure and Algorithm)... to me these 2 papers are quite easy to me...manage to do it without much struggling...maybe 1 or 2 qns i not too sure but juz anyhw gave an answer, hope can savage some marks out of it *fingers cross*
The difficulty of the paper really surprised me...esp DSAG, was expecting a much much more difficult paper...so maybe its a gd ting tat is came out easy, maybe it can help me to reach my GPA of 3.0 and above...for OPSY was ok...it was wad i expected it to be...found it easy maybe coz i studied alot for tis subject donno y...read thru all my lecture notes ard 3-4 times...hahaha
well so much for the first day of the exams....2 papers down...2 more to go =D
10:31 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
2 more days till the start of my exams...now the pressure is getting up to me...tat i donno whether i shld be happy or frustrated abt it...coz whn i get pressure then i can start to realli study...but at the same time i dont like the feeling of pressure...so i donno....lol
well...at least i got 2 presents for my exams...tat is 2 blisters on both my legs...the result of playing basketball bare footed...i officially say tat im cursed for playing basketball...everytime i play i sure will get injury...lol...or maybe today was karma for me forgetting Shereen birthday yest...maybe =S
anw...must chiong tml for my first 2 papers on wed and get the aim i want...which i still doubt tat i can archive tat...
10:45 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
4 more days till my exams...after studying for tis wk so far, stating to build up a little slow momentu for my exams...gg to change to higher gears soon...yeah...
well one of my lecturers cheated my feelings T_T...sayting tat he will e-mail me my assignemtn results yesterday...but till now still haven receive any mails...sadded...realli want to noe my results so tat i can get extra motivations for tat subject for my exams...
well cant realli concentrate after reaching hm...been tinking abt u alot recently...and i donno y...haix...somehw i am unable to get u out of my mind... seeing u online makes me happy =S and lastly thx again for sending me the music..was finding for it last time...will get the rest frm u next time =)
good luck to u for ur exams and to the rest of my frens too...
10:54 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
well is study break now for my exams next wk...seeing all my frens doing so well for their term test and assignments, i realli feel tat im inferior to them...i feel so lousy whn im wif them, like im the lousyest amoung them...haix...
wif all tis i realli doubt tat i can him my aim of getting into director list, getting GPA of 3.0 or more...director list i can dont get it... to me its juz a piece of paper tat says i have done well...but i realli want to hit a GPA of at least 3.0 haix....hope tat my exams can realli help me...
11:44 PM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Everyting ard me is all so wrong....everyting is against me...every1 keeps saying tings to console me...but do they realli understand wad is gg on in my life.... NO THEY DONT... even if i said everyting to them will they truely understand??? NO THEY DONT...y??? coz its my life....no one will truely understand wad ur life is gg thru...
Tings are so easy to say....but wad abt the actions??? do every1 realli tink tat its tat easy to do??? and everytime my bloody internet has to cope up some problems for me....making me more fed up...WTF...hello u're LINKSYS, u're STARHUB....2 bloody companies claiming tat they are the best in their service and products...but wad i see now are a bunch of shity products and services...no thumbs up for u...instead 1 will stick a middle-finger up for u!!!
so wth...cant my life be better??? dumb fuk...everyting is so messed up and all over the place...(T-T)
9:42 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
end of sch term...start of STUDY BREAK....time to mug for exams....
gotta work extra hard to cover back wad i lost for the CA...
now all i hope is tat i wont be distracted by my own thoughts and other tings...
6:34 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Lost once again....
Unsure of wad actions to take....
Saffocating in my own thoughts....
Another choice of life, right, wrong, good, bad????
Wad shld i do....
11:44 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
unrequited love....a nice word wif nice meaning...it means a love tat do not have a return(one sided love) for those who dont know...got tis word frm a show,Be with you is the show...a nice show ^.^
finally all the assignments are handed up, so now its time to relax for awhile b4 gg into exam mode and study...sianz...exam is juz round the corner...so fast...better start studying tis wkend...
izit it nice if one is able to leap into the future and see wad will happen in their life...some of us may even be able to be loved twice...haha
well looks like the pharse 无回报的爱 or unrequited love realli suites me...so yeah...cant do much abt it, maybe coz im scared in some ways -.-
11:38 PM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Well not much tings to post up...juz feeling bored and all...and i realli wonder if all the tings i done are correct, maybe the saying curiosity kills a cat is true, coz been experimenting wif lots of stuff, and sumtimes i realli donno wad im doing and ended up getting blamed or scolded....haix...
Seen some tings tat i wonder wad im tinking is true...hate it whn i start to tink lots of staff which maybe correct most of the times....haix...realli wonder abt myself....
12:48 AM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Whew... finally more or less my assignments are handed up...onli left wif WWNK which is due tis thur...so soon i will realli need to mug alot to be able to GET NEAR my target and not archive it....haix...hw sad
Yest went to marina sq to watch fireworks wif my frens, and today will be gg my fren hus too to see....since he stay near national stadium...weeeeee
Cy oso fell sick yest, can onli ask he shes feeling and cant realli do much besides that, wish i could...haix...was realli sad tat she fell sick, although I noe tat she will surely recover the next day...but i still feel tat y...realli wish i could do more than juz asking her =(
And y is tat so many of my frens are saying tat their life sucks....well HELLO!!! u guys are not the onli one tat have a sucky life, all of us do ok!!! I dont tink my life is tat gd either, come to tink of it, i tink tat some of u guys are better of then me...Loneliness, Rejections, depressions, etc....u name it, I will had gone thru it, but look at me now...im still happy wif my own life, but frm time to time i realli tink tat life is juz unfair....even up till now, wonder wad gd tings will i get in return, will I ever get a return in the first place...haix...all the dumb assignments, working so hard to help my grp mates but in the end I'm the one they will blame if anyting goes wrong...wth....
So live happily and live life to the fullest, even though frm time to time there are unhappiness, which actually now i'm feeling tat too...but my frens lets juz live happily and have fun wif one another...
1:32 AM
