Monday, January 29, 2007
well thx to Joanna mai, who happily post in her blog saying tat i will update soon...here is an update of saturday(27/01/2007). After eating at katong tat area(btw joanna...its WanTON mee...not wanTAN mee)...whn to play pool at katong shopping centre till ard 4+am the next morning(sunday, 28/01/2007)... as usual i didnt play coz i dont really noe hw to play...so dont wanna play...haha...thn reach hm at ard 5+am thn wnt to slp...thn woke up at ard 1+pm and received a call by joanna asking to go K-box so i agreed to go....for details...pls visit
http://joanna72639.blogspot.com/well tats abt it for my wkends...and tis wk's routine gonna change to meet in the morning instead...so yea...mother not really happy abt me gg out 3wks in a row late at nite and gg hm the next day morning...haha...so i guess tis wk's wkend will be better...
well gonna die tis wk...gotta rush 4 assignments....SWEN, TAIN, MSYD and Basic FA...but SWEN handed up today so its over *cheer*....left 3 more...but heard frm my fren tat MSYD can be fast...so i hope is really tat ez... tink gonna miss playing my game tis wk...damn...yea...
and finally there is no more APEL class...finally can slp till 10am on tues...WEEEE!!!!
shall stop here and do some stuff and tinking...
11:12 PM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
man next wk im so dead...have 4 assignments to rush to hand up... SWEN, BASIC FA, MSYD and TAIN....omg...first time got so many assignments to hand up in 1 wk...i tink i will be so dead after tat...sure will be dead tired...damn...gotta start doing all soon...haha
well long time since i last played basketball....my shooting skill now SUCKS!!!! im having problems in shooting which is suppose to be my strongest point...wonder wad the hell happened...haix...time for me to go train??? if im able to discipline myself to do tat...haha
well not really tried playing all the match...was tired halfway...but then after tat got all my energy back...haha...but now back hm...can feel tat im quite tired...lolx
11:42 PM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
what is tis im feeling now??? ppl tell me one ting and im all messed up and confused of my own course of actions....
there are ppl who tell me the same ting...although i said tat it was under my expectations...somehw i cant really accept it easily...wonder y...haix
im now scared of the future and the truth whn it really shows itself...haix
tinking and tinking to never ending...wonder will it be true or will it not??? wishing to have wad kind of results??? i have no idea or maybe i know expect keeping to myself???
11:34 PM
ok i tink i will juz go straight to the point...come on la u guys...wad the big fucking problem of wearing formal juz for a freaking presentation... not like is gonna ask u to wear one whole day...u can always change out of it after the freaking presentation unless u guys lazy to fucking change out of it...tats ur own fucking problem...so dont go ard whining "huh?? y must wear formal??? can dont wear not???", "cher...wear formal very hot leh" such lame whining...for goodness sake la...grow up guys...we are alrdy in poly...u still want whine abt the presentation dressing...what is tis...thn y dont u guys got JC or wad...there cfm onli wear sch uniform to present...what the fuck lor... gals complain i alrdy nth to say...and i hear guys whining and complaining...wtf...are u guys really guys...or are u GAY!?!?!?!
we are being trained to get used to wearing formal for presentation...tink abt it if u're not trained to do so and in future u need to dress formally for presentation whn u're working...tink u guys can get used to it??? and whn working try whining to ur supervisor or manager or ur clients...lets see wad will they do...fuck
and for those going overseas attachment...try whining abt wearing formal for interview, try whining abt wearing whn in the company...lets see wad will happen...wth...
come on man...is juz a freaking dressing tats all...i dont see the whole idea of ppl can wear casual formal out to walk, shop or wadeva...but cant dress full formal for a SHORT FREAKING PRESENTATION...is juz some changes tat all lor...what the fuck....
well i said my piece...really donno wad my class ppl are tinking...even dressing oso want whine and complain....
12:21 AM
Friday, January 19, 2007
well first of all today was involoved in TP Open House...well can say i quite slack there...onli operated on the com...didnt explain much at all... but was not in a proper tip-top mood to explain tings too...was tinking of alot of tings throughout the whole Open House....
well juz have an old feeling coming back to say hi to me...and was not really gd to see "it" though... and while toking to a fren yest on MSN...was tinking of lots of tings...tings like wad tings do i have or know tat i can confidently say it out showing tat im gd at tat particular ting...and tat i can put up a tough fight if ppl does challenge me... after tinking for a long time...apperently i dont tink i have any...none in acadamics, none in social life, nothing at all... acadamic wise im juz an average student tat is not really gd in studies... for social life i juz tink tat im one person who is not tat impt at all an tat my presence in very insignificant...an im onli noticed or needed whn there is no one else left or whn im really needed...
sometimes i wish im able to get ppl acknowledgment..but apprently i cant...there are frens tat can be better entertainer thn me, frens who are better in studies, frens who are richer, there is always frens tat can do someting better thn me...so i guess someone like me who does not possess any gd traits will be someone of importance and tat ppl will notice me much...to them i tink im juz another guy who is in the world which means nth....
maybe my frens are very right...i does not have any gd points in me tat can allow ppl to have a reason y i must be chosen...all my tings are juz average...maybe im juz a useless guy....
sry for tis emo post...but im letting my pessimistic side take control fully...so yea...tats wad i tink i am...some one who is insignificant and not of importance
8:42 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
thx to my own stupidity...i made a mess for myself...well i alrdy know tat someting is wrong...but y did i still didnt stop myself for doing all tat??? and by the time i stop myself and really start to realise wad is going on...is a little too late...and coz of tis i got nth to blame by my own super super super stupidity...haix...why did i do tat.........
if onli i can turn back time and stop myself frm doing all tat...but i guess there is no point crying over spilled milk...i guess i shall take it as a lesson learnt...
really stupid of me to make such a mistake...haix
10:02 PM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Finally watched death note 2 yest(or shld i say today since is a midnite show)wif chuan yan, Leticia, and Ming Hui...well cant really say the plot is totally diff...but the ending quite out of the original story frm the anime/manga...but still a nice show...admire Light and L in the way they tink and plan tings way ahead of them...so cool..haha
Well after the show wnt to Mac at tamp interchange for supper...but had to wait for TKC to come wif his bike which seems like his life...everytime someone walked pass he will look out...lol...and the way leticia waited for her sundae is damn funny but in the end didnt manage to eat it thou having to wait damn long as there is no more ice-cream(maybe coz is in te middle of the nite) thn we happily slacked there and toked at Mac till 6+am well actually coz was waiting for the bus service to start agn so tat cy and leti can take bus back...
well by the time i walk hm and reached was near 7am...so wnt to slp immediately...tink i need to slp early tonite...if not i will be damn tired tml....
12:28 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
After the 1st wk of sch reopen...finally got back all my term test results liao...and i am quite happy to say tat i manage to do quite well and archived my target for tis term test...the onli ting tat i didnt feel gd abt was my TAIN grades...so crappy...wth....
well shall not say my marks out...i learnt my lesson and shall keep my mouth shut...onli ting is can say is i manage to archieve all As for my 3 term test results...my first term test result tat i manage to archieve tis kind of results...haha...since sec sch...lol...well i juz hope tat i can keep tis up wif my exams so tat i can archieve my targetted GPA for tis sem...
well wads more is tat i manage to get a new fone...Sony Ericsson K800i...weeee....finally a change of fone since i used my old fone since year 2004...lol...2 years...the onli down side of tis fone is tat the memory card is damn ex...M2 card...sianz...but nvm...shall use my pay to go buy...haha...
-illusions nv turned into sth real-
10:28 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
well ting now i see time is really running out for me....so little time...so may tings to do...wth...but anyways i tink i can manage it well...haha
is really wasted tat i didnt have time to go watch the movies i wanted...onli mange to watch confession of pain...dont really have time to go watch Death Note 2 yet...although i noe tat the story is totally diff frm the manga/anime...i wanna see hw they actually link the whole stroy up...hope i can manage to dig out some time to go watch it..and a couple of up-coming movies i tink and i hope i will be able to watch it...yeah...
so first ting first...time to schedule my timings so tat i can set some day free to go watch the movies...
12:43 AM
Friday, January 05, 2007
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7:44 PM
Ever wonder y the world is round??? well obviously no one will noe why it is round and not other shape...but maybe juz maybe one of the reason is to show tat the ppl around the world are interconnected somehw
lets see...sometimes ppl ard u are actually connected somehw...like a relative of urs can be a fren of ur fren...or maybe even be in a relationship wif one of ur frens... or like ur one clique of frens noe one of ur other frens which u nvr tink they ever meet b4...like for example one sec sch fren... noes one of ur poly/JC frens...kinda funny hw small tis world can be although is one big planet...tings like tis can happen...
so maybe tis is y the world is round???
12:50 AM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
For the pass mths of tis sem...quite a few ppl had lent me their supports and helped me to pick myself up whn i was down...although i really took quite awhile for myself to pick myself up...and up till now im still not really fully recovered...but now i guess its time for my turn to lend my support to my frens...
well i hope tat im able to give my support to my frens whn they need it...although i noe i cant really make ppl smile or happy easily...i will still try my best to cheer my frens up and make them happy(but all tis is provided they allow me to help...haha)
so i hope tat i will be able to help my frens wif wadever problems they have =)
12:10 AM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
finally year 2006 is gone...and now is 2007...so first and foremost...HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!(although i know is the 2nd day of 2007 but still acceptable ya...haha)
well whn i was wokring today...was tinking hw my days go in 2006....there was quite a number of happy times, quite a number of sad times(more then happy times)...and LOTS of times whn im tinking of stuff and fearing of them frm time to time... and whn i thought of all the sad times and some stuff tat i thought of i almost...and i mean almost literally have tears dropping down...but manage to held it...haha
come to tink of it...life have so many path to choose and take...some will lead to a different outcome...but some will lead to the same onli it will take a longer time... hw funny and facinating life decisions can be...
well after all is juz decision afterall...anyways...had fun on 30th and 31th of DEC 2006...had a party at dj hus once agn on 30th...whr quite alot of food was wasted coz almost everyone are full b4 they wnt and slpt at 6-7am in the morning whn i wanted to wake up at 10 to prepare for work....got a headache and coughing like mad so cant go to work...but i donno y i keep mixing alcohol wif softdrinks to drink...surprisingly it didnt make my headache worse...well it didnt make it better too... thn took some panadols and soon the pain subsided and thn wnt hm at ard 8+ after cleaning up and met wif cy and gang at 1045 to watch a midnite show of confession of pain while waiting wnt to play initial D since i long time no touch(ard 4-5mths) thn saw TKC there too and onli thn know he plays initial D too...well didnt challenge each other...wnt to play my akina snow spec map...and manage to slash down my personal timing...yeah =D more or less tats hw i spend my last days in 2006 and stepped into 2007 while watching a movie...
and here are some tings i will like to say to my frens...
Glenn and Ye Wei:
Thx bros for being there for me last time...thou it may sound harse and all but i noe u guys are helping me...really appriciate tat...
Evangeline:
Hey gal...thx for being there to hear my probs too...although most of the time we ended up laming each other...but is really fun toking to u....ur words nvr failed to make me smile whn im moody on tat day....i really want to thank u for tat...although we started toking in sec 4 whn we noe each since sec 1...guess coz of the sitting arrangement and all...but we still managed to be frens and im really happy to have u as a fren =)
Shereen:
Oso known as my bestie...hw our close frenship starts is kinda funny whn i start to tink back...many tings happened...but we are still close frens now ya...u are always there to hear my problems and telling me ur tinking and all...and i really appriciate tat...thanks and we shall go have our chicken rice meal tog one day...been saying tat for quite some time alrdy =D
Yuan Ting:
Small little gal wif not a small mind...haha...anyways onli really start to tok to her in like year 2 of poly? some hw manage to tok to her to an extend tat she tell me tings she normally dont say to other ppl on her own will...haha...well yet another person to hear my probs and always there trying to cheer me up which most of the time failed...haha...but i really appriciate ur effort on tat and the effort to try to push me to study and all =)
Chong Neng, Yong Keong,Ding Jie and gang:
Really start to hang out wif tis guys and tok to thm in year 1 sem 2...a bunch of lively fellas which most of the time have the happy-go-lucky attitude on them...always smiling and having fun...had fun too whn hanging out wif them...and nvr fail to lame me oso...haha
Chuan Yan:
Onli started toking to tis gal in year 2 sem 2... although didnt really tok much tings whn we are toking ...but we still managed to become quite gd frens(i tink)... and had fun tog, although most of the time u are always complaining tired and having us to wait for u for donno hw long...but i guess tings still turned out fine after tat...
Joanna and Zhen Wei:
Well oso started to tok to these guys in year 2...well for Zhen Wei a typical loud-hailer in our caregrp, but at a same time an entertainer and a gd fren to have...although i noe tat he can be a fren tat can listen to a prob...i haven really toked to him of my probs at all...maybe most of the time i toked to gals abt my probs... for joanna noe her in year 1 whn after noeing her for 1 day she started to whack me...but didnt really tok to her till year 2...and going to sch always have me seeing a hamster(haha)...and always borrowing diff kinds of tings frm ppl...ranging frm handphones to my wristband -.-"' but a gd fren to have afterall...there to listen to some of my probs(in most cases are minor ones)
Leticia, Wan Ying, TKC, Ming Hui:
Well onli get to noe tis grp of frens(cy's sec sch frens) on 26th Nov 2006...coz we planned a surprised bday party for chuan yan...whn her face got smashed...haha...well dont really noe them tat well yet but i believe there will still have many more chances tat we can go out tog and have fun tog agn...so lets get to noe each other more...and maybe 1 day shall play a friendly wif TKC in initial D where i juz noe u play too and skills looking not bad =D
Team F.R.E.E:
Got to know tis grp of frens thru a forum and formed a initial D team in 2004...our team has gone thru lots of battles tog and had supported each other whn we lost any matches...a gd grp of frens to have wif...many diff kind of ppl whr we can learn diff type of experience frm each other...although now we're more or less inactive and gg to retire...but i hope we still can keep in touch and cont to go out as one big grp to have fun =)
now tat i tink...i had a stupid tinking for 2006 and tat im a very stupid fool to tink as tat...so i guess is time for me to change...and i hope 2007 will be a fun year... *cheers*
12:34 AM
