Wednesday, March 28, 2007
hmmm...i donno wad is tis im feeling inside...is feeling of emptiness, lonliness...
i cant seem to concentrate on anyting i do and my mind will be off tinking of someting else... causing me to feel empty inside...
i really wonder wad happen... my mind keeps tinking of other tings which somehw brings me nth but emptiness...
to be frank my mind keep revolving ard the same ting agn and agn but i cant seem to figure it out, nor get it out of my head... thus my emptiness feeling lingers on...
- Feeling of emptiness and lonliness inside of me-
10:59 PM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
well after so long i still haven received any news abt my attachment. maybe the call i received during my trip to genting...i really wonder wad is going on
well i dont really noe my mood for the attachment, im neither will be happy nor sad/disappointed if i hear tat im able to go for overseas attachment. I juz dont know y...it seems tat there is something tat is telling me tat i shld be happy and go overseas for attachment, but there is oso someting tat is holding me back frm going overseas which i have no idea wad is it...haix...
i juz hope tat wadeva results tat will be out i will be happy wif it...
-我希望能和——————————————， 可是我懂是————的，我只是个傻瓜默默的等。-
9:35 PM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Hey all...im back frm my Genting trip wif my frens...i believed we all had fun there and all of us loved the "freedom" we had there...no parents or wad so ever to restrict us frm doing anyting...it was pure "freedom" for us...
Day 1(20 Mar):
woke up damn early at ard 6am to meet my frens to take a cab down to the coach place...thn took a coach down to KL and reach KL at ard 2pm...thn took another coach up to halfway of Genting thn took the cable car up...well it was a long ride up...but was nice...checked in the hotel i booked at ard 4pm...the rm was big and nice...down side is it had alot of moths... thn rested for awhile and wnt to walk ard...the dinner tat day was TERRIBLE...thn slack ard...thn wnt back to the hotel and rest.
Day 2(21 Mar):
Go theme park day...was struggling whether to go theme park on tis day coz was raining and stop and rain agn...but in the end we juz go...but is gd ting is didnt really rain alot...and we manage to sit all the rides as it stopped raining halfway actually... had fun at the outdoor theme park...thn during the nite we wnt to a disco pub..well...didnt really dance there coz kinda dont dare to dance...haha...had a hard time slping tat day coz one of my fren was being damn lame and acting cute...making us laugh till mad
Day 3(22 Mar):
woke up late tat day coz got not much prog on tat day...we 4 guys wnt out to eat first...thn bought some food back for the 2 gals...thn wnt out..played one game of bowling...thn wnt to the KTV...well it was not bad...quite like K-box...sang for 3 hrs b4 gg to pizza hut for dinner.. ate there thn slacked there till it close thn we wnt to a coffee beans to sit and tok cock till 2am thn back to our rm to rest...
Day 4(23 Mar):
Last day at Malaysia...checked out of hotel at ard 11+am...thn wnt to eat breakfast-cum-lunch at some noodle store...thn took the cable car down and took a coach back to KL...well some ting unhappy happened at the coach station...shall not eleborate...thn we took a coach back to sg...reach Golden mile at ard 10+pm...thn after reaching tamp wnt to Mac to eat before going back...back hm was quite tired...thn uploaded my fotos thn off to slp
Overall tis trip i can say it was a successful one...my frens and i all had fun i believe and i really loved the "freedom" we had...it was so much fun and i really miss it alrdy...haha...hope tat i can go overseas agn soon wif my frens
--->Genting Photos link<---
-是我害怕，是我不敢， 因为我怕连朋友也做不成，因为我只是一个不起眼的人物，所以我怕也不敢做什么，只能站在一旁什么也不做，在一旁看-
2:11 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007
weee...got myself a new jacket...but was not any one of those i posted up...is another one..haha...
well will be going to genting on tues to fri(20Mar - 23Mar) wif some of my poly frens...hope will be a fun trip since there is no parents and adults to restrict us to anyting...wahaha
-its hanging on my lips but i cant do anyting to it-
My new jacket i bought
12:29 AM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
finally today wnt to collect my Flame of Recca manga...a manga tat i've been looking for some time and is no longer printing...but manage to buy the whole set of 33 vol for juz $80....weeee
well...the down side of tis ting is i travelled all the way to clementi to collect it thn i take the train back hm again...45min there and another 45min back...lol...nice way to watch some time...haha
well...shall enjoy my time and slowly read the manga...
Flame of Recca full set
juz cant decide between these 3 jackets...but i want to get the yellow one, but it maybe out of stock...damn...shall wait and see
12:30 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
my results of sem 2.2 is out...damn is not wad i want actually.....to be frank not up to wad i expected to get but at the same time tink is not so bad....
Results:
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MSYD: A
SSSD: B+
SWEN: B+
BFA : B+
TAIN : C+
GCIZ : C+
CMSK: D
GPA : 2.97
crappy results la...foreva is my cmsk tat is pulling my grades down...my language subjects always sux....damn...and onli improved a pathetic 0.07....so near yet so far to my aim....haix.... guess my dream of getting into director's list will not happen....haix...screwed up results....
1:46 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
juz posting tis becoz im juz bored...BORED!!!
watched finish my longest anime i had...kyuo kara maou (78eps) now i have nth else to watch...
argh....juz bored...
ignore me...im juz feeling freaking bored tats all...
-wish i can have the courage and chance to say it out once agn, im scared to say out once agn-
11:59 PM
Monday, March 12, 2007
Finally IT show 2007 ended...and so is my part time job as a Toshiba laptop promoter...sales for tis show is not bad and im quite happl wif it
Day 1: 1 Set sold
Day 2: 0 Set Sold(Damn sad and demorlized)
Day 3: 8 Sets Sold (Damn happy)
Day 4: 6 Sets Sold (Not bad)
Total : 15 Sets Sold ($380 pay)
cant wait for my pay to arrive.... =D
12:18 AM
Friday, March 09, 2007
Title : Arigatou~(kyou Kara Maou 2nd ending)-----------------------------------------------
Artist : BON'Z
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Japanese:
"arigatou" wo kanade kanade tooku hanareta to shite mo...English Trans: Playing "thank you" again and again, even though we're far apart...Japanese:
kaze ni fukarenagara aruite ikikau hitogomi no naka de English Trans: Walking while blown by the wind, among the crowd that's coming and goingJapanese:
yasashii kimi ni koko de deaeta ..."hanaretakunai yo"English Trans: I met you here ..."I don't want to be parted"Japanese:
sabishii yoru mo kimi ga ita ne yakusoku suru yo "TSUYOKU NARU KARA"English Trans: Even in the lonely nights, you were here, I'll promise "because I will become strong"Japanese:
tsunaida kokoro wa hitotsu dakara bokutachi wa toberu n daEnglish Trans: Our joined hearts are one, so we can flyJapanese:
"arigatou" wo kanade kanade tooku hanareta to shite moEnglish Trans: Playing "thank you" again and again, even though we're far apartJapanese:
"sayonara" to te wo futte mata koko de aimashouEnglish Trans: Waving hands "goodbye", let's meet here againJapanese:
hitotsu hitotsu kono omoi wo ima kanaeru koto ga dekitaraEnglish Trans: One by one, if I could grant these thoughts right nowJapanese:
kitto tsuyoi boku ni nareru kara waratte kimi ni aeru yoEnglish Trans: I would surely become a stronger me, and be able to meet you with a smileJapanese:
hitori hitori de mawaru sekai wa shinjiru koto sae kowaku naru kedoEnglish Trans: One by one, even believing that the world revolves is scaryJapanese:
ano hi kureta kimi no kotoba ga tobidatsu boku no hane ni naru karaEnglish Trans: The words you said to me that day will become my wings as I flyJapanese:
"arigatou" wo kanade kanade tsunagu te wa nai kedoEnglish Trans: Playing "thank you" again and again, even though I'm not holding anyone's hand Japanese:
"arigatou" hibike hibike kono uta kimi e todokeEnglish Trans: Echoing "thank you" again and again, so that this song will reach youJapanese:
"arigatou" wo kanade kanade tooku hanareta to shite moEnglish Trans: Playing "thank you" again and again, even though we're far apartJapanese:
"sayonara" to te wo futte mata koko de aimashouEnglish Trans: Waving hands "goodbye", let's meet here againJapanese:
"sayonara" to te wo futte mata koko de aimashouEnglish Trans: Waving hands "goodbye", let's meet here againJapanese:
...mata kimi ni aitai...English Trans: ...I want to meet you again...What else can i say for the lyrics and the song....a super nice jap song and the lyrics is super meaningfull....will be under my favourite jap song list... =D
(shall upload tis song in future)
1:21 AM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Woah im finally back frm the chalet...FUN!!!!(except for the trip to Old Changi Hosital, although i wanted to go and noe wad will happen...but its worse thn wad i expected...i really got scared while walking up the road...i dont care if ppl call me a coward) wad else can i say...oh maybe one ting...i really wish we can do it again soon...i cant bare to leave the fun...its so short the time.....haix... well didnt slp much there and worked today at the IT show...haha...but still manage to tahan thru today...shall rest early today... but bloody hell...only sell one laptop today..basket....argh... 1 only!!!!(signs of not enuf slp)
well after work today while i was on my way home i tink back of the times during the chalet...and i really miss tat kind of feeling...and really cant bare to leave tat time...i really wish time will juz stop whn we were at the chalet...haix...miss it alot... and i keep tinking of it frm time to time...
well now is over...i juz hope tat i can have tis kind of fun again soon...and hope tat the time will be longer and tat i will not need to work during it...lol...stupid of me to work...anot i can enjoy more at the chalet man...well its over anyways
shall go rest now...
-wonder and wish tat i can change the fate of something...wad will happen?-
11:21 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
i really wish can become closer...
when i see it, i cant do anyting but stand one side and accept it silently...
whn i tink of it, i juz somehw manage to happen...
maybe i am stupid...
knowing it yet wanting to play ignorant to it....
dont want to accept it, and unwilling to give up...
maybe is juz me, maybe im stupid...
i juz wish...
1:36 AM
Monday, March 05, 2007
歌词: 梁山伯与茱丽叶-----------------------
演唱：卓文萱/曹格-----------------------
曹:我的心唱首歌给你听 歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气 对你说一句我爱你
卓:为什麼你还是不言不语 难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什麼方式表明 我会对你说我愿意
曹:千言万语裡 只有一句话能 表白我的心
卓:千言万语裡 只有一句话就
合:能够让我们相偎相依
曹:我爱你 你是我的茱丽叶 卓：茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
合:幸福的每一天 浪漫的每一夜
卓:把爱
曹:因为
卓:不放开
曹:I Love You
卓:我爱你 你是我的罗密欧 曹：罗密欧
卓:我愿意变成你的祝英台
合:幸福的每一天 浪漫的每一夜 美丽的爱情祝福著 未来
歌曲:有一点动心----------------------
歌手:张信哲,刘嘉玲----------------------
张: 我和你男和女都逃不过爱情 谁愿意有勇气不顾一切付出真心
刘: 你说的不只你还包括我自己 该不该再继续该不该有回应 让爱一步一步靠近
张: 我对你有一点动心 却如此害怕看你的眼睛 有那么一点点动心一点点迟疑 不敢相信我的情不自禁
刘: 我对你有一点动心 不只结果是悲伤还是喜 有那么一点点动心一点点迟疑 害怕爱过以后还要失去
合:难以抗拒喔 人最怕就是动了情 虽然不想不看也不听 却陷入爱里 (音乐演奏)
合:我和你男和女都逃不过爱情 也许应该放心 让爱一步步靠近
歌曲：爱如潮水-----------------
歌手：张信哲-----------------
不问你为何流眼泪
不在乎你心里还有谁
且让我给你安慰
不论结局是喜是悲
走过千山万水
在我心里你永远是那么美
既然爱了就不后悔
再多的苦我也愿意背
我的爱如潮水
爱如潮水将我向你推
紧紧跟随
爱如潮水它将你我包围
我再也不愿见你在深夜里买醉
不愿别的男人见识你的妩媚
你该知道这样会让我心碎
答应我你从此不在深夜里徘徊
不要轻易尝试放纵的滋味
你可知道这样会让我心碎
既然爱了就无怨无悔
再多的苦我也愿意背
我的爱如潮水
爱如潮水将我向你推
紧紧跟随
爱如潮水它将你我包围
nice songs tat i find the lyrics very meaningful =)
3:45 AM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Finally my exams are over and one word to describe it....SCREWED!!!!
my first 2 papers are total disappointment to me as i dont tink i did up to my own expectations and im really pissed wif myself for tat....i juz sucked at theory and the papers have more theory thn application questions...where i cant score....DAMN
for the 3rd paper it was alrite although im not sure of some qns....but i guess is quite easy as tis papers is testing more on application qns....
lastly the 4th paper....TOTALLY SCREWED....im really damn pissed at myself after coming out of the exam hall...i really wish i can juz bang the wall and die....and i literally mean it....i can happily answer onli one question for section C where i need to answer 2....25 marks is gone for no freaking reason...and i study so hard for tis paper...and im confident tat i can score for tis paper as i noe everyting in it....WTF!!!!! im really damn pissed...even till now at 7am....im still damn pissed abt it....
tis exams really sucked for me...my term test results will all go to waste and i can nvr arcieve my target anymore...no matter how hard i try...i guess i juz sucked in studies and everyone ard me are improving on their grades but im the onli one who isnt....im really damn disappointed for tis exams....i really hope tat all the papers can have some accident happen to it so tat i can retake the papers....ARGH!!!! saying all tis makes my blood boil....
-i really wish i can prove other ppl wrong...but i guess is impossible for me to archieve tat...becoz i juz cant make it happen no matter hw hard i try...i really wish it can happen...haix-
6:50 AM
