Monday, October 29, 2007
28-Oct-2007
celebrated glenn bday(alot of bdays i noe....) wif my other sec sch frens namely esther,yw,cantley
met up wif esther,yw and glenn at 1230pm first and wnt to bedok and sang...sang till damn high and happy today...which really feel gd =DD
thn after singing met up wif cantley at TM and all 5 of us wnt to seoul garden and have out dinner..
thn wnt out of TM and wnt to a void deck near our hus and cont chatting wif one another...had a really great time wif thm and had a FUN and GREAT time chatting, laughing, and catching up wif my sec sch buds =DD
somehw today i feel very happy and high...for donno wad reasons...haha
guess im really trying to be happy now for myself and for someone too =DD
Glenn bday 2007=D
12:41 AM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
26-Oct-2007
today celebrated Jia Xing bday at his hus where his mum cooked hm cooked food for us =D
but b4 tat met up wif yk,yt and jx at bedok int after my driving lesson to go SGH to visit cn who was admitted there....whn i reached there and saw him...got a very sad environment over me...he seem so tired (yes i noe he will be rite after an operation) but i juz can feel like he so mentally and psychologically tired...and yet im there standing looking at him and cant do a ting for him....the onli ting now i can do for him is to provide him wif all the support tat i can give...
After visiting cn cabbed down to bedok to jx hus...waited for the remaining of the party consisting of zw,jerry,ws and dj to arrive at jx hus and had dinner and cake cutting session tgt =D
After dinner and cake...wnt for a car ride in dj car...wnt to the newly opened KPE expressway which was the grand opening on tat day too...it was very nice and clean and eh new? haha...like DUH rite...coz it juz opened...haha...well can see a couple of fotos of it down below =D
Jx Bday
KPE express
11:59 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
i juz want to thank a certain someone very much and really want to find a way to say thanks...haha
to the certain someone:
thanks for wad u did for the past 2 days...always cheering me up =))
i really want to thank you for tat =]]
11:38 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
ok i shall go straight to the point...
juz wanna say to those who tinks wad they tink they are rite pls dont do so...coz u nvr are!!! so dont come ard being a smart alex and tinks tat wadever u tink is correct...pls tink agn smart asses b4 making such assumptions...screw all your tinkings!!! u will nvr noe the person better thn himself/herself...
well...out of all these at least there is someting tat make me happy...im really glad tat such ting happened and i really happy tat im tis lucky =DD
-pissed yet happy-
11:09 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
hmmm..firstly im surprised tat i manage to exceed a slight target i did for myself today =DD will aim higher next...haha
thn there is someting i saw/know tat even i saw/know i cant do anyting can i?? i can onli keep quiet abt it so as not to let others noe...haha...but tat helped to motivate me somehw today on the ting tat i was aiming to achieve i said earlier...haha
well...but tis post is actually to be a emo post (ya agn) haha...but well...trying not too be TAT emo...=P
well actually was tinking wad tings i can do tat once ppl tink of tat particular ting will auto tink of me??
i got frens who are gd in cooking...
i got frens who are gd in computer tings like programming and all...
i got frens who are rich...
i got frens who are smart...
i got frens who are hardworking...
i got frens who are able to adapt fast...
i got frens who are gd organizers in anyting...
i got frens who can entertain everyone...
i got frens who are impt and everyone will remb and tink of thm...
i wonder wad things i can do so tat i can be one new category to be placed abv???
maybe can be a person who always do stupid mistakes...coz i juz did one today...i wonder is there anyway for me to repay tat dumb and stupid mistake?
-wad can i do??-
9:46 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
20th Oct 2007 celebrated Jerry bday at TM pizza hut..had a great time wif all my buddies and celebrating bday wif jerry =D
but today 21th Oct 2007 is his actual bday so...Happy Birthday Jerry!! ur 19 now so try to turn up ur "coldness" haha
yest oso revamped my rm slightly. Changed the table for my desktop...my current table is really NICE and i love it as i been waiting to put my laptop side by side wif my desktop...u guys can see it in my pic below later
Today wnt wif YT bestie dear to FKS to attend a so-called meeting abt the HK trip we 2 are going end of tis yr on Dec...well...wad i want to say is tat whn i step there...i have a diff feeling frm going into other temples to attend such events...a more relax kind of feeling and i didnt feel tense like i will do if i go to other temples...yup =D
well tinking of helping out at FKS on the videoing and photography part...as those who dont noe im actually very interested in photography =D
well shall see hw tings go...
anw for the HK trip it seem really interesting and fun...cant wait to go...hope the time comes fast =D
Jerry the Birthday boy!!! CUTE CAKE!!! pikachu and doremon!! haha
My new revamped desktop and laptop positions =D
-photography-
10:19 PM
Friday, October 19, 2007
one random emo post...
-wad will my role be in all the tings i do??? will it ever be an impt one???-
5:45 PM
hmmm...been tinking of tings of wad will happen after graduations...will be going NS for me...really wonder if i will be able to keep in contact wif everyone and esp one person...
the tinking of drifting apart juz comes back to haunt me frm time to time...haix
and really wonder if ________ goes overseas wad will happen??? will i still be able to keep in contact??? and be like hw i am currently am wif you??? like i said the tinking of drifting apart juz keeps coming back to haunt me....haix..really wonder... =/
-wad am I to do if it really happens-
1:08 AM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
today met esther "mei mei" for lunch at TM yoshinoya...thn followed her to tamp library to borrow some books for her sch proj..thn slacked ard in Century Sq...
mei mei bought tarot cards to play...and i tried...haha...donno to believe the results...maybe i shld juz believe half of it...
summary of readings as of below:
card 1: a start of a new beginning;first experience;change myself
card 2: there currently an obstacle but may clear in future
card 3: gotten help b4 and will have returns
card 4: success.
welll...donno if its true or wad not...haha...shall see =/
9:33 PM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
had a bbq wif C120 and grp of frens...
venue at clearwater bedok (yk hus)
had fun chatting wif all my frens and buddies...and had some fun laughing... been a long time since we had such gathering...really wish to have it agn soon =)
however for a moment of time b4 stepping back hm...i felt i was out of place during a certain time...had the kind of feeling like a beggar in a rich city filled wif onli rich ppl and onli could make rich frens which made him felt akaward...
now filled wif shame, emberassment, and alittle jealousy...he is trying to find any ways by any means to find a way to earn more money to reach the same standard...
-Felt out of place-
2:02 AM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
yest wnt gym wif esther "mei mei" in the morning thn after gym accompanied her to queue for doughnuts at suntec (2nd time accompanying ppl)
its really been some times since i last saw her and talked to her and all...yest was a fun and entertaining day wif my "mei mei"...haha
she is as usual as mad as i last time remb...once her laughing trigger is set off...she sure to laugh hard and for quite awhile...haha
but really had a great time wif her catching up old times...=D
but at the same time of being happy...i oso had another feeling which i cant describe is wad...after reading certain tings...i juz had tis weird feeling inside of me and i cant explain wad it is....is like i miss tat particular person and really want to talk and hear all the stories tat i can...but i juz noe its impossible...and sometimes i juz feel like i want to be at the same place as the person rite now at tat very moment doing the same ting as the person and be together wid the person...but as u noe...its impossible...i juz donno y tis feeling grew stronger somehw...really cant explain y is it so....i really wonder y i had tis feeling...
sometimes i dont not wad to have any of tis feelings but it juz cant be controlled by me...why is it so!! =(
p.s: may upload fotos onli after permission granted...lolx
-Can someone tell me why i have tis feeling?-
8:06 PM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Sometimes i wonder after a dream...is tat dream a gd dream, a happy one, a weird one or wad...coz sometimes it seem so real but at the same time its not...and i wonder sometimes will dream ever come true or happen in reality...i really wonder..
oso tinking set me wondering if i didnt do certain actions at a pt of time....wad will the outcome be...will it be different...or will it remain the same outcome???
and sometimes i wonder wad are my chances whn i do someting...and is it wise for me to do tat particular action...coz sometimes i wonder the outcome/consequence of the action...but thn agn i want to do it...haix
i wonder hw low can i pus my own set of standards/expectations to be...coz i can accept any kind of failure..except the failure of my own standards or expectations...
i wonder...
-wad are my chances of my current action....i wonder.... -
10:07 AM
