Friday, December 28, 2007

yay. will be flying off to Hong Kong in a few hours time
well hope will be ok throughout the trip.

well till i get back to sg =)


Ninja! 11:16 AM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

had a fun and enjoyable xmas- cum- wei sheng bday party celebration at yuan ting hus.
ordered catering food and a mini bbq. was very full after all the food and the cakes.
well overall is good except for some minor setbacks. but still is fun and enjoyable!

well tis xmas is not really gd for me. coz having some minor illness. coughing, sneezing, and sometimes headache. all coming back frm time to time and taking turns to hit me.
hope tat i will be fine during my HK trip and oso after i come back...

and here are the fotos of the xmas party. =))

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is the lightings tat created such effects.

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the bday boy!


Ninja! 12:52 AM

Sunday, December 23, 2007

a simple post wif a simple question..

"will i be able to change to lift the barrier? "

p.s: pardon my drawing below. could not care less abt making it nice.

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Ninja! 12:26 AM

Saturday, December 22, 2007

seriously besides being unlucky lately. i oso found out/ noticed someting.
i have been doing lot of silly and dumb mistakes tat i can avoid. mistakes in actions, mistakes in talking. everyting. wonder wads wrong wif me recently...
and been tinking alot lately wonder why. haix

i really wish to mend all the mistakes tat i did. can someone anyone. tell me how do i mend my ways to pay back and tell me wads wrong wif me recently?!?!?!

-feel the pain >.<-


Ninja! 12:30 AM

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

down on luck these few days.
guess my luck has reached rock bottom. but thn agn maybe my luck was always at the bottom. heh...
well been quite moody tis few days. but well i donno..
all i can say is im a loser. loser in every single ting.... =_=


Ninja! 11:42 PM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

10 more days till i fly of to HK wif my bud.
but at the same time. tis is a time limit for me to finish my FYP till a certain pt in order not to worry. so i hope can finish up the tings tat i aim for. haix. stress...
not a gd time for me now. stress, cough, sneezing, arm pain. all hitting on me now. i feel so unlucky. maybe i am unlucky all the while.haha

ok now for some emo posts.haha
well it seems tat my brain has been auto triggered to self protect mode for a certain ting to prevent myself and get my own emotions prepared for certain situations.
i really have not idea wads the end of the tunnel now. is it the end and is the light, or is an ongoing tunnel.
will i end up being happy?
or end up in the sea of pains again?
i really have no idea...

i guess for now i will juz walk one step at a time and see wad happens. and cont to wait and will always be waiting...

thou i find myself dumb and stupid. doing tings which i noe is not rite. but a certain part of me do not want to let go even thou i noe i will fall and hurt badly and may nvr noe will i ever be able to standup once agn. but i juz want to hold on no matter wad. and always waiting. and keep praying tat my feelings will be wrong and tat tings will turn out gd. guess im really stupid and dumb huh. haa. im such a loser....


Ninja! 11:07 PM

Saturday, December 15, 2007

finally my term test is over.. woot. the start of holiday!!!
but is oso the start of stress times.. haix

gotta rush all our proj now. but i belive all of us can do it!!!

gotta slp to catch up on those i lost.

p.s : eveyone in my grp is not useless. everyone has an impt role in my grp. if one is to say useless i tink i shld be the one instead =PP


Ninja! 1:36 AM

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

term test updates:
2 term test papers are done. WTS and MSAD. quite fairly ez papers. but will not expect high grades or wad not. coz dont want to be super disappointed later. haha

1 more paper to go which is Entrepreneurship. so far studid on it is gd. more of a understanding and know how to apply kind of subject, and tis favors me!! hahaha =DD

well shall cont to study now. gd luck to me. haha


Ninja! 12:10 AM

Friday, December 07, 2007

So fast 7wks have passed and term test is coming once again

and i cant seem to study!
nth is going into my head!!
tings go in and come out the next sec.. crap.. nvr liked memorizing work coz i suck at it..

argh crap.. cant study =((


Ninja! 10:07 PM

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Today is the 2oth birthday of my dearest friend, yuan ting!!!
*WOOT*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUAN TING!!! (abit late in posting my blog...haha nvr expect to update so late at nite)
hope u will have a happy year ahead and stay happy and cute always!! =))
hope u liked ur presents =DD

ok tat aside... term test is like next wk and i have not started any revision or wasnt really listening to any lectures...im so screwed man...haix...wonder if i can make it for term test to achieve gd results and hit my personal target for term test and my final GPA grade...haix...sianz...really wonder if i can make it...

-term test coming.... -


Ninja! 12:49 AM

Sunday, December 02, 2007

Had a dream a nite back....seem so real...everyting i touched and the way i felt seem like in tat scene itself...
the ting i "touched" is so real..
the heat i "felt" was so real...
but sadly its only a dream...if such dream was reality...



Ninja! 12:50 AM