Thursday, January 31, 2008
now lots of datelines for our projects are approaching. need to hand up wts tomorrow at 5pm and im still not really done yet and somethings are still needed to be cleared and solve
everything also not going right for me now. some conflicts to be solved. projects to be rushed and handed in but still having the need to debug. laptop has not been kind to me too. giving me headache of god-knows wad problem is it. also my new hard disk is giving me problems again. tink some virus had infected it. im really scared tings will happen to my hard disk and many important things are in it.
haix. i can feel i do not have enough slp due to my rushing of problems. feel tat i will fall sick anytime soon as having running nose and slight sore throat. donno whether i can pull thru. haix.
really dont wish to be down. coz i noe i still need to do certain tings and provide my support.
4:02 PM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
pass 3 days many tings happened to me.
firstly our HK frens came to singapore to visit and left yest 28 Jan 2008 6:30pm flight. well i donno if i had been a good host or wad not. but i do hope they enjoyed themselves and that i will be able to see them again soon either in HK or Singapore
beside tis other tings happened. my life is in a rollercoaster now. im tired... really tired. physically, mentally and emotionally. everyting juz happen. and trying to cover up in front of my HK frens is tough...
yes im tinking alot!
yes im jealous/ envy!
yes im scared!
yes im not happy!
so what wif all these. coz im alone and will always be.
12:34 AM
Monday, January 21, 2008
thoughts of how can i know something and understand it. and after understanding it . that i can change. seems like things i done so far did not have any progress. and im still stuck at square one with no progress at all. haix. wondering...
many people asked. many different answers given. which of thm are true frm my hear which of thm are not? thats for you to find out and for me to know. becoz i myself do not know too.
do not bother about all thin. is juz some random spoutings...
10:57 AM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
its been a long time since i feel this way. im tired. after so l0ng. but actually i dont really care abt my fatigue coz i still have to and will provide the support tat my frens need. so wads tis little fatigue. haha will not care abt it. =X
interim presentation juz over. want to say my grp did well for it as we didnt get "shoot" by many questions except for one question regarding on price of our product. haha but overall we did good. esp my grp mates. (didnt do much on my part) =p
ppl question me some questions lately. sometimes i dont really know hw to ans. and the ans i gave sometimes i doubt it myself of the ans i gave is it really wad i want to ans. but guess there is no turning back now and move on and wait?
12:13 PM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
wheee. today had my first actual driving experience wif my license.
drove frm home(Tampines) to uniSIM (Bukit Timah)
well. was abit nervous at first. then after awhile was ok. but i guess my driving was quite sided to the left of the lane. so shall slowly adjust, and need to get use to the car accelerator. still not really use to it thou. haha.
but overall was fun and fresh experience
12:21 AM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
its been some time since i post up a song lyric. so here is one tat once again i find it nice =)
等待 - 陳奕
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＊我守候在妳家的門外
整個晚上 都不離開
我想妳靠在我的胸懷
我要將感覺留到EVERY NIGHT
＃走在吵鬧擁擠的人海
我想要好好感覺妳的存在
望著遙遠灰色的星海
一個人 孤獨的發呆
＋我依然還在等待 等待妳會明白
一顆堅強的心在等妳回來
風在吹 讓它擦去我臉上的淚
不要以為我真的無所謂
％我依然還在等待 等待妳會明白
一顆堅強的心在等妳回來
不怕累 只要我的身邊有妳陪
請妳相信我是真的不後悔
REPEAT ＊,＃ ＃＊＃＋％＋％
請妳相信我是真的不後悔
12:31 AM
Friday, January 11, 2008
first like to share a quote i tink is quite true. juz suddenly tink of it.
" in order to be successful in something. one must enjoy that particular thing"
juz so happen it juz come to my head randomly
Many tings have happened as time goes. and undoubtedly everyone will make a mistake or two as time goes. im no surprise. now how i wish i can go back in time and prevent the mistake frm happeneing. how i wish time can go back in time and live the way how tings were previously.
wish to be ignorant and bliss and do not know anyting. tat way i can live life more happily and i tink everyone too will be happy. coz they will not know abt stuffs they dont need to know.
i wish to start all over agn. but can i do tat? waiting? can i succeed? and my "6th sense" is tingling (for those who donno. i tend to have feelings whn bad tings are going to happen)
i really wonder wad will happen in future..
currently has 2 injuries. but the injury is more painful on the inside thn the outside. wonder wads wrong. hmmm
i guess i shld try to stop tinking and all and juz relax.. maybe i shld juz do tat...
i have no idea where im heading now...
12:29 AM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
back from HK and got back my term test results. but they are not wad i wanted. so dont want to talk about it.
shall work harder wif my projects and exam papers.
well tat aside. after talking to some ppl. it made me realize to set for myself a new long term goal. and tat is to be a successful person. but i wonder if i can do it. coz firstly i need to overcome an obstacle which i know it a wall tat will prevent me frm moving ahead.
so i hope tat i will be able to over come tis barrier
9:56 AM
Sunday, January 06, 2008
HI ALL!!
juz got back frm my Hong Kong trip
all i got to say is it is tiring due to the lack of slp BUT it is very fun and fruitful. thou sometimes tink of certain tings. but its still ok.
learnt alot from tis trip and i find it is very worth for me to wnt.
here is a summary of my days in HK till i post up fotos and edit my post:
Day 1 (28 DEC 2007)
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landed in HK at ard 9+ 10pm. lost my luggage thou. so cant change my clothes =((
fetch back to our place to stay which is in a temple. wnt for light supper thn is lala land.
Day 2 (29 DEC 2007)
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walked ard to see diff places of attractions in HK. walked from morning till nite time. and by the time we finish my legs were aching.
Day 3 (30 DEC 2007)
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Had some activities in the temple. thn set out to Wu Sha Youth Village. it is actaully more of a camp to me. checked in the place and split up to our diff grps. didnt have the energy to know the ppl there. so bathed and slpt.
Day 4 (31 DEC 2007)
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had some grp activities till ard evening time where after tat our singapore grp wnt to prepare our food and game booth. after which had games wif our dorm grps. thn lit the "bao lian deng" but our grp one burnt halfway =(
after tis counted down for new year. after count down packed up our booth thn wnt back to dorm and slp.
Day 5 (1 JAN 2008)
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had some country grp activities. thn had treasure hunting game in out dorm grps. after which prepared for country musical performance and modeling performance. after the event our singapore grp won 3 awards in total. after that did a small feedback session and wnt back dorm to slp.
Day 6 (2 JAN 2008)
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Had bbq of vegetarian food which is very very nice. after that checked out frm the camp at ard 1+pm. thn wnt back to the place where we first stayed to put our luggage. thn meet up and wnt to woman street (女人街） to shop. onli bought a shade frm there thn had dessert there, thn wn back to our place and slp.
Day 7 (3 JAN 2008)
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wnt to da yu san to see the big big Buddha. had lunch there which was very large portion and very nice. after which wnt to a shopping mall that is all the brand outlet stores to shop an while. bought a new pair of shoes frm there. thn after tat wnt to meet some of the HK camp organizer for dinner. slacked and wnt back to slp.
Day 8 (4 JAN 2008)
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wnt to shenzhen and had a madness shopping spree there. haha
changes 50SGD onli and bought 4 items (1 bag, 1 shades, 1 psp pouch, 1 long sleeve top wif hoody) had a great time bargaining. haha
after shopping wht for dinner at a restaurant wif a very nice ambiance. after dinner wnt back to to a temple at shenzhen to slp.
Day 9 (5 JAN 2008)
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head back frm shenzhen to HK to take our luggage. thn had dim sum for lunch. thn slacked abit. thn headed to airport. which after tat is HOME SWEET HOME!!!
alrite shall write till here till i post up my fotos thn i shall edit my entry and make it more detailed.
12:43 AM
