Wednesday, February 27, 2008
MOVED
12:19 AM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
MOVED
3:40 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
afew more days and it will be my exam papers. BUT i do not have the mood to study at all. seem like everyting i study is not entering my head. argh. so dead.
but tat aside. tml gotta show our MP to our course manager. Dr Lim . i juz wanna say his management sux. he of all ppl shld know tat our exams is tis coming mon. and yet he wants us to show him our proj. wth. we are not super students or ppl wif computer chips in our brains. we need every precious time to study. esp those staying far. imagine the time the lost travelling to and fro. come on la. really wonder hw he get a position to be the course manager -.-
all i can say is MWC really need to tink back abt their management and everyting and redo everyting. coz the whole system in MWC is a total screw up and it totally sux
-wish i can have a chance to be able to ask u out alone one of this days =x -
-serious mugging in progress...-
5:35 PM
Monday, February 18, 2008
finally its here. the final study week i gonna have in TP has started. shall give my all and try to get as close to my target as much as possible.
and in one weeks time i gonna have my final 2 papers in TP. well now i juz pray i can do well for these last and final 2 papers.
hmmm. the lack of slp has made my immune system to go down. currently suffering frm slight sorethroat. and a serious headache. well i juz hope i can be well enuf to study and sit for the 2 papers. now shall find some ways to get mysef better..
1:18 AM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
seriously . i really dont freaking care anymore!!!
do wadever u guys want to do... dont ever come running back and ask for a solution. damnit!
you guys tinks i have lots of time to handle all tis!?!?
freaking hell no!
all you guys know wad to do is run away and avoid facing it. im facing tis ALONE!! now.
i really do not have much strength left to cont wif all tis kind of nonsenses. im saying here. im really tired. i also have my life to go on. and my life is currently not in a very gd shape too. so please do not give me such ridiculous nonsenses anymore. im really tired...
juz whn i need it u guys happily disappeared. crap...
for one last time. im T.I.R.E.D!!!
physically, mentally and emotionally.........
1:08 AM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
fianlly. after 4 mths of hardwork, we presented our Major project yesterday to both our supervisor and evaluator. it was great. except for the last part when our program is suppose to loop. it didnt. and all due to the fact tat the sch com is causing all the problems. an whn tested on the laptop, it works perfectly fine -.-
but i have to say we gone thru much and finally get wad we have today. it seems like only yesterday when we were discussing what we want to do and forming of our grps. everyting passes so fast. and soon so will be my poly life...
im really thankful for my grp mates jerry and my bud yt... giving me the chance to work wif thm thou my results are much lower thn thm. I really want to thank wei sheng too for helping us in wadever assignments we have and sparing his time to help us and support our grp. thanks...
well. now is the last leg of my poly life. which is 2 exam papers on 25th and 26th of Feb. after which i can say i graduate from poly. i really cant bare to leave. tis 3 yrs of poly is really fun and i really make alot of gd frens. and esp a very very very special fren to me.
i noe after grad tings will bond to change. but still. i really wish and hope and pray tat my relationship wif my tis special friend will nvr ever change. and will cont tis manner or even better forever and ever. i really do pray for tis...
well till thn is concentrate on exam now.
9 more days till end of TP life...
1:10 PM
Friday, February 15, 2008
in a few hours time i will be presenting my Major Project to my supervisor and evaluator. finally tis day has come. to end of our MP and all the tings we done. had alot of happy and frustrating times while doing tis proj. but i tink all is worth it... and now i miss the time i did my MP. now it can onli be memories...
now is the countdown of 11 days before my poly life ends. so within tis short short period of time. i shall have as many enjoyable times wif my frens to keep happy memories wif me. the thought of parting wif my frens juz make me really sad. as i know for sure i going to miss all of them and the happy times we have tgt =)
so till thn i shall enjoy every single moment i have wif them...
12:39 AM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
haix. im disappointed tat i cant attend my last yr in TP dinner and dance. really wish to go, but seem like my last chance of going is gone. and i tot i had hopes of attending it . but now it juz burst rite infront of me.
haix. im reay disappointed tat i cant attend the dinner and dance. more over its my last yr. seem like nice memories of such functions cant happen...
11:47 PM
Saturday, February 09, 2008
well. firstly i feel tis yr CNY do not have the feeling tat it suppose to have. i feel like it still lack tings here and there. but well it all still end well. except for my sorethroat due to insufficient slp and the minor accident i had while driving =x
well now gotta start on my 2 final project reports tat are due monday and tuesday respectively. and a presentation on fri. gonno chiong for the last lap + the exams and i gonna graduate. and wonder wad life holds for me after poly...
planning to apply for uni to get a reserved slot after my NS service. but still tinking wad course i want. but im running out of time to tink!!
options im tinking currently (ranked frm 1st choice to 4th in order):
1) banking and finance
2) accounting
3) computer science
4) psychology
haix wonder which one shld i choose.
now i tink i shld stay focus on my reports first and get it done and over wif. hope i will be able to hold on. coz i tink im falling sick soon =/
cold..cold..cold..
barries are back between us?? i really hope is im tinking too much and nth is going on. coz i juz hope if there is i can lift it once agn. i hope. haix
1:36 AM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
many things had happen recently to my life really. and tings are like hitting me frm every direction suddenly. wif all these tings suddenly coming at me. i do not know wad to do suddenly and im lost again currently. there are mixture of feelings inside me right now. and im really scared i will be unable to handle it. haix. im so lost now...
heard of the tings. and now i have a clearer pic of wads going on. i nvr knew it has reached such condition. and became so complicated. but im really glad tat i heard all tis. i guess and hope tings can be like the past. where everyting is simple and easy and happy. i really hope so...and be back to hw it was...
however im still lost now. i hope time can help me get out of tis maze... and that after the chinese new year tings will change for the better
well. shall not tink of all tis during chinese new year. and will enjoy my CNY fully and collect many many red packets
6:14 PM
Your blood type is AB.
Your personality is popular yet controlled, sociable yet aloof,
Outgoing yet shy, sensitive yet thoughtless, a very split personality.
This makes you very exciting friend indeed.
You are most compatible with: everyone!
Is tis really true???
seem like is half is half not. i donno. maybe u guys can tell me
我到底做錯了什麽？ 被人這樣對待。。。
全部的東西都已時間的流動已變了。。。
變得和以前很不一樣。。。
快樂的時候后還念念得留在我腦里。。。
可是全部的東西我看了。 都變了。。。
好懷念。。。
真希望能回到過去 把時光停留在那一刻。。。
Dont be bothered abt tis. is juz a random post by random chinese characters that came to my mind as im writing. so everything juz goes in...
1:43 AM
曲名:一千零一夜
词 唱:邰正宵
她总是不言不语
黄昏等到天微明
拔弄着怀那把无弘琴
寂寞里秋来春去
诺言随风都飘零
梦中人
还是没捎来一点消息
一千零一夜
没有一夜不思念
每一份想念
化做不成双的蝶
一千零一夜
没有一夜不流泪
流到心里面变成雪
那一夜一场大雨
园里的花落满地
那是他为她种的金线菊
当有人劝她放弃
她会微笑看着你
手心中
紧紧握着发黄的回忆
一千零一夜
夜夜看到她思念
究竞谁让她
有那么忧虑的脸
一千零一夜
夜夜听到她流泪
不知该怎么去安慰
是真心都疼真心
让我就从今夜起
在身边
为她轻唱温暖的旋律
1:29 AM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
yay. chinese new year is juz round the corner. so got a new song for my blog. haha
got a mix feeling of wanting Chinese new here to come but at the same time dont. why?
it is because wif cny coming means my time left for my MP reports is becoming shorter too. argh
also will need to rush sch work AGN during CNY -.-
hw nice an "ang bao" given my TP...
well. wif all the submissions coming. means exam is coming means graduationg is coming too. got a reluctant feeling of not wanting to graduate. why?
it is because i do not want to leave my frens. my bond wif them had been tight. and i do not know after graduation wad will happen. hw our life will be. im really scared i will lose contact wif my frens and nvr get to see some ppl agn. esp my closest buddy. im really scared... -_-
*hmmm. afew ppl told me tis, and told me to trust it. but to be frank i really do not know... and im scared sometimes. haix. wad shld i do?? angel and devil dancing beside my 2 ears*
1:56 AM
Saturday, February 02, 2008
finally handed up my WTS report and only left with the demo on the coming wed. finally i can take a breather for a moment and catch my breath b4 chionging for my entrepreneur.
well a gd news is our mp final report submission has been pushed back by 1 wk. give us more time to do our work. however. still the schedules are pack. and i tink i broke down mentally and emotionally unknowingly. its all thanks to a certain someone that helped me get back on my feet with all the problems crushing down on me. The certain someone has helped me to pull thru this ordeal and provided me the support tat i needed. and is always there by my side to provide me with the support tat i need from time to time.
To this special person. thank you alot for all your support that u provided me with. im really appriciate it and happy to have u. 謝謝你陪伴著我。 Now its my turn to support u in wadever ways i can =)
1:05 AM
